Confusion, preparations, manga and some other things

Yallo! Today I want to tell you one story that happened two days ago. 

My brother visit our grandparents every weekends and sometimes they brought him back on Mondays to school. He has an afternoon lessons and somedays he has additional classes. So on Monday morning I went to a work. Just after exit I started smoking and... shame on me but I was very confused 'cause I saw a man who was looking nearly like my grandpa! Of course it wasn't his car and he had very short-cutted hair... But what prevented him to cut hair and what if his car was broken and he borrowed other from his friend or rented for a while? But what I wanted to say... That man looked at me and he was like "Oh, my little girl, what Iare you doing? You are so young to smoke! Is it really you?". All my work-time I thought about that situation, about that man... Before a work we chatted with my GF and she started "Do you know? It's a bad news...", I was like "Oh my God, did Grandpa went inside a house to verify that it was me?!"... But she continued and do you know what she said? "I haven't money to pay my way to work". Oh God...

I was nervous till evening when I talked to mum and she said that it wasn't him, that German (my brother) hadn't any classes before school lessons and that not grandpa and father brought him back. It was like a fuck... 

To be honest I wanted to tell about... Oh, God.. About improvement at work. At the next week I'll have some trainings at MR ('Money Room') and with starting a new year I'll go to a instructor classes. I think I may say that I'm happy on this way~ 

Also the other happy thing is that my Girl started a new life. Oh, I just want her to find other job and I'm glad that she wants either. 

A week ago we bought a little Christmas tree but we still didn't bought any decorations and garlands. 

But we bought some lights to decorate our room: scissors and window.

And also one little pleasure is that we found two parts of Shaman King manga in russian! But that's pity but only the third 'the Star-forerunner' and fourth 'the Totem Pole'~ 

I used in russian voice dubbing to a name of Rio and I was nearly shocked when saw him like Ryu but it's more logical to a japanese comics, ithinkso. 

And I was glad to a draw-style, haha! It was long ago when I saw something like this. And in this time nearby every manga have this moments.

To be honest, I hate this house. And I dream to go away from here. But I'll talk about this not in this post. 

See ya!~

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BREAKERZ 「NEXT LEVEL（BREAKERZ LIVE TOUR 2009～2010 FIGHTERZ）」 (+плейлист)

the 1st day of Winter. Welcome!

LTNS [ Long Time No See ]

Oh, hej! Hur står det till? Hope best! ＼(⌒∇⌒)

You know, I'm just shockking but I started learning swedish. Really, don't know why.

And to be honest I was too lasy to wright earlier but i wanted to. 

I took so much photos in the Center, Halls etc. But... I'm too lasy...

↓ But I publish some of them of prepairing our city to Christmas and NY. 

 

Think it's the first time when I'm inspirated of this and of XMas Spirit. Ehh, I dislike celebrations and holidays... But within years with my little Girl I take inspiration from her who took inspiration even from grass and adore all of the american holidays and haliday's spirits. ↓

My vocal instructor retires. I thought that I found person who want to work with me, whose method of teaching suits me. I'm taking my vocal lessons for a year and it's my 4th teacher. And I want just her to continue my lessons. What a pity...

A little bit photos from my birthday. As I remember I said that I did a little present to myself doing piercing. 4 punctures for a one time. And it's a second time when I did it. 3 years ago I did the same present to myself for a BDay, but something had gone wrong and it's overgrowned.

← That's how my ear looks now.

I a little bit changed my URL and the name of blog. Now I'm planning to learn PS to make a head of my blog. I really want to. But my notebook is not workable.

And... eeh... I want be kawaii!!! But I'm too manlike to be this. 

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A little bit of private thoughts of private live

It's 1 a.m. now and my head is full of stupid thoughts. 

For example: I miss that time when me and my GF lived apart and were not so close to each other. I was free to my hobbies but with time Uru took all of me and hobby-time died. That's pitty 'cause I don't want to be "old" in head and think and talk only about prices, illnesses, work and all domestic things. I want to talk about music, about our life, about happiness with her. I want her to understand me, my position, my hobbies and respect it. I don't speak about support of it, i just want her respect. 

But I haven't this. And with it I became uninteresting person without friends, free words of thoughts. I became too close in my mood. However, I want other life. 

I'll try to change it. 

I'll start with my outfits, I'll start classes, I'll help Uru get friends and make her more social. But it's will be difficult 'cause I have some 'level' of social phobia. 

Did you noticed that I didn't use any pixel-kaomoji even in a second post? Think I'll use only gals and dividers, but... I'll think about it. 

I planed restless night, so I want to deal with all photos in my camera and Instagram, so I want to post all photos in next post. 

See you 

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I'm very lasy, guys ( ; A;) and SM series ^^~

Awwh, I was so busy that I couldn't write here earlier...

And I took so many pics and so many things what talk about.

And the GazettE relize a new album Beautiful Deformity, and drummer Kai had B-day at October 28 and we spent it with strawberry.

And a few days ago I had my birthday, but I dislike any holidays and hadn't took any photos.

And... I'm sorry but I'm really lazy.

I watched first season of Sailor Moon, and half an hour ago started R-season :3

I expose link of every season where you could watch it in russian or with russian subs:

[ Sailor Moon ] S1

[ Sailor Moon; R ] S2

[ Sailor Moon: S ] S3

[ Sailor Moon: Super S ] S4

[ Sailor Moon: Sailor Stars ] S5

That's all for the time being

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Guitar-shopping and some of something

Hi-Hi! We restarted our little russian text-rpg and my Girl is very happy now 

But I really can't understand why do we so different to be like this?! 

It's in my style but she's too elegant to be like this 

Couple days ago we went to a little date with my Baby, and found THIS! And JROCKStar Magazine 
 Wherer it was the same poster
 So we have two and the same posters 

So now we have a big adjunction :3

Tried new ice-cream To be honest Twix I liked more than Snickers or Mars 

Uru's mom sent us some sorts of tea and I'm happy of it Strawberry, berhamoth, raspberry, orange, truffle, melissa, christmass mystery with smell of cinnamon... But I can't feel any smell: and it's not a pity for me 

Bought couple of scissors 

And took a little bit good and strange shoot of myself 

Also it was a little music-shopping day yesterday I bought to my Sweetheart cable and a strap to her guitar, so now she can play more comfortable and better Very interesting and offending in one side 

I get a little notice with a little plan like a 'what-to-do-list' but not this 
For example, I wanna buy Photoshop install-CD, cause' I have only pixlr-o-matic to edit my photos; and I'm not delighted with most of effects. And also I want to learn most of  'tricks' of Photoshop, 'cause I'm at the level of the kettle 

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